something must have got wrong in me, i am getting mad. chill me down, stop me from all the thinking. i need help really, i need help so badly, set me free please i need peace !
why can such a simple things get so complicated ? hurtful ? maybe i have hurt people around me, so this is what i get. my karma (: feeling is hard to express, really so hard no matter how much i tried to but i still cant speak up how i really felt. stop asking me for reason cause i dont have a reason too. i am getting trap, this is a trap yet i fall into it. how stupid can i be ?
i told andy one sentence, why is always the one you love dont love you, but yet the one you dont love, love you like mad. this is reality and we have to face it bravely, really BRAVELY !
i know that runing away from the problem wont help, but sometimes i really felt like doing that.
michelle, we tomorrow go emo okays (: wo zhen de hen xin ku larh ! the fcuking feeling i felt now, it sucks and it sucks like hell !

oh i am getting too emotional, and i am thinking too much ? but i dont care, that is what i feel.
maybe you people may think that i am mad (: but is okays.
sometimes being true doesn't help at all, remain silent is always better : x

这种心烦的感觉我不要
let me be alone for a moment
i need that badly now